the moment.

theres this fuck in my life
i think i suck in my life
im stuck in my life

the more i try to forget you
more you haunt me
more you come and taunt me

i fell in love for life
wanted u to be my soul, my wife
didnt know was asking too much
was ready to give you my all
promised to be with you standing tall
but more i loved, more you made a wall
i waited ages for that one call
but just like you it never came at all

i cried out loud
u couldnt hear
i laughed out loud
u couldnt bear

i just cant get over you, never
now i love you more than ever

we just met today
then i just couldnt say
u looked at me and smiled
i felt happy like a child
u left me there
i couldnt help but stare


while you walked away
u took my heart today

u walked away
stole my heart away

you took it with you
i hope it always bes with you

i cant get over you, never
now i love you more than ever

<3 ruby

HER.

well this's somewhat how it started,
its been ages now that we've parted

a met her at a movie, she was with her friend,
ohh yeah, but i didnt know how it end
we started off, just like as pals
but then u know 'em gals
we went around, didnt quite know what i'd found
then i saw her smile
aww, i died for a while

yeah i loved her
yes i love her

yeah i loved her
yes i love her

well u might not know what im talkin' about
with love u might just doubt
but u'd know once it happens to u
u would see what all it can do
with love nothing is planned
it might just happen when she holds ur hand
when it happens it'd sweep u off ur feet
love is somethin' u and me can not beat
whatever it is, its a beautiful thang
what more, for it a song i just sang

yeah i loved her
yes i love her

yeah i loved her
yes i love her

yeahh i loved her
yes i love her

i loved her..

you're history!....

i want u
i want u soo bad
i need u
i need u, i'm mad.
i love u
u've made it all sad.
oh i miss
the thing that we had.
we were good
but then u acted all strange.
so tell me
its me or its u who has changed.

ohh, why u doin' this to me?.
why u repatin' history?
doin' this to me
repeatin' history.
repeatin' history.
repeatin' history.

i wanned u
i wanned u bad
i needed u
i needed u, i was mad.
i loved u
u made it all sad.
i hate u
i hate, the thing that we had.

ohh,why'd u do this to me?
why'd u repeat the history?
did it to me.
repeated history.
repeated history.
repeated history.

i loved u, thats why
im sad
im bad
im mad

bitch...

when i loved u,
u didnt want me to.
when i wanted u bad,
u pushed me around.
ohh i aint your bloodhound...!


so go, die bitch..
with the guys you can switch

go, die bitch.

my heart?..i got it all stiched.
so go, die bitch

i bet ull get ditched.
die bitch.

die bitch.

i loved u in and out
i needed u,
there aint no doubt.
but today it aint the same.
except that u still aint got no shame.
ohh stop playin this game.


go, die bitch.
with the guys u can switch.


go, die bitch.
i bet u wont get hitched.

so go,die bitch.
my heart, i got it all stiched.


go, die bitch.
die bitch.

u bitch.

die bitch.

loving memory

those were the days
we used to have the same ways.
today i sit here alone,
wishing you weren't gone.
i want the days to be back again,
i want you to sit by me in the pouring rain.
i still remember our first kiss,
but i know i cant find the love i miss.
today uyou don't even take my call,
you don't care whether i breakdown or fall.
i just want u to stay happy,
even if that makes my whole life crappy.


in loving memory of "the one i'm looking for"...